Well it’s now Wednesday and on Saturday I will be driving 3 hours away to fetch my new fur babies. I can’t quite believe it is all going to happen. This week has been last minute shopping scouring vet and pet shops for last minute essentials for the new little loves that are going to increase our family from 3 to 6. We are all very excited and I just wish this week would hurry up so that it was Saturday already! The knowledge of these 3 new arrivals are keeping my spirits up and are helping me to deal with the passing on of my little Lucy aka tuna breath. It’s funny how your head knows you did all you possibly could- my vet bills attest to that- and made the most selfless decision in letting her go after many years of having the most loving relationship ever but your heart just doesn’t want to let her go as if letting her spirit go will erase all memories from your mind which would be an impossibility. RIP my darling girl, mommy loves you forever and a day. And now a new chapter starts, a continuation in the story of my love for cats-specifically Persians- and I will be able to love and cherish 3 newcomers into my life with the same amount of energy and care that I did for Lucy. The roller-coaster of emotion, sadness and loss then excitement and fresh beginnings.
3 weeks May 22, 2012
3 weeks and 1 day since my baby girl passed over. It feels like forever since we lay on the couch together and cuddled up. The days drag on, dull without her. But things are starting to happen and it looks like I might be adopting 3 new fur babies. It is all up to the breeder and if she’s happy with me and feels her cats will be happy and safe at my home then I might end up being lucky to welcome 3 gorgeous little ones into my life and home. Crossing paws and claws
2 weeks have passed.. May 14, 2012
2 weeks have passed since the demise of my Lucy. I feel the pain in my throat every time I swallow, a constant reminder. There is a chill in the air reminding me of the warmth that left my life when she passed on in my arms. The atmosphere seems grey, no doubt as the colour seeped out as her life was extinguished. The last 2 weeks have been drab, the meaning gone at the same time the light was extinguished in her eyes. I miss Lucy
Reflections of Lucy,6 days on May 6, 2012
It’s been 2 weeks since I first noticed Lucy wasn’t well. Tomorrow is a week since her death. I sit on my bed thinking how it’s times like that that I feel her loss the most. I remember how I’d lie on my bed and how she would curl up behind the back of my legs. How she would stay for hours close to me, only jump off for a bite to eat or a drink and then resume her position with me. I long for her little sweet furry presence. I miss her so. The pain in my heart is physical
RIP Lucy May 1, 2012
Yesterday after a week’s long struggle with kidney problems, I chose to put down my fur baby, Lucia (31.10.1999 to 30.04.2012). Her diagnosis was just impossible with no possibility of surviving unless on a drip with both her kidneys just not functioning. It was the hardest thing I’ve ever done and I will miss her more than words can ever say. I love you my little girl and you leave a hole in my heart that can never be filled.